Though I see well enough Lucidity escapes me Left withering and splintering In the face of change In spite of the ending Something writhes inside of me A solitary heave Railing against eternity
But I still cling To the bits of shade
Every death is unique As detailed as a fingerprint I'm still not sure how to communicate This intrusive thought, it never goes away
Please... I need is to die knowing That it wasn't all for nothing That I gave this life for something
Maybe I've been too detached Maybe I've been contradicting Falling fast from what I'm needing In hopes of finding something real
So outside the mind, enhanced I see visions of my self Inside my skull I sit and wait, pondering If I'm even alive, as eternity Stretches out before me, but Nothing scratches that itch Waiting for a fabrication to take me in In the days to come...