I am just so sad So so sad It feels so heavy inside my chest It feels like a fight I cannot win Over and over again
It just wont let me go When will it let me go Give me a break Let me breathe
I am too tired to tell it to stop Stop whispering in my ear Stop telling me what I did wrong What I'm going to do wrong
It is drowning out everything that is good It is telling me to be selfish To leave I wont But I get tired of fighting at times And tonight, I cannot put my shield up I am too sad
I don't know what else to tell you. It does not rhyme and there is no flow. It is only my raw thoughts. I am too tired to organize them, to make them sound beautifully tragic. Tonight they are just, tragic.