Sep 2018
Today autumn arrived
I watched it creep into my room
through an open window
In my bones a familiar feeling thrived
I watched the leafs fall around noon
from the trees below
Coldness came to greet me anew
a comfort of sorts
and I felt so very calm
Warmth came to meet me too
the rooms of one's own turn into charming resorts
candles, tea and a blanket become a weary soul's balm
With it came nostalgia
it slowly made its way under my skin
while colors change the outside
Do you know of this certain cardialgia
your heart is heavy but light but also filled to the brim
while memories of distant winters reach far and wide
Welcome my chilling beloved
my cold season of frozen solid dreams
I was eagerly waiting for your return
For you I ready my coat, already half gloved
I give myself to you by all means
and underneath my halcyon flesh I will quietly yearn
