You never loved me. I knew that. I still know that you won’t ever love me. But god. Do I want you too. I want to be in your head like you are always in mine. And no I don’t love you. But I want too. You’ve seen my mind naked almost as much as my body. But I know you don’t like me. You like her. Maybe even love. She has years with you and I have a few months at best. She has you and I have thoughts. In my head. You will always be in my head.