Should I believe in a higher power
That I can not touch, see, or feel?
That lets innocent people be broken
Then worship him to heal
Should I trust that he is the reason
That I live every day
If I need a miracle
Drop down on my knees and pray
I don’t know how I feel
Or what I should believe
My god had forsaken me
Left me feeling naive
I want to trust
That he has purpose for me
From this indecision
I long to be free
Is blind faith a sign
Of strength or weakness
This indecision
Leaves me sleepless