you have so much love inside yourself one day , you will only ache
you turn your brown glass eyeballs in fountain blue, as you have no more tears left to cry. .
i think, one day, a hole will open up inside you but physically — you will bleed .
who tore you open? i want to ask— and who will sew you closed?
you pour all of your blood into someone else, . and i touch each wound.
the title was meant to be the title of a poem I never wrote after my cat died, but it fits here too. I wrote this quickly for my friend Emily who has so much love inside their heart. I don’t want anyone to break it.