lately I walk in to work alone I go to break and flop down on the bench and light up a cigarette and if I feel like talking I can or if I don't I can just sit for ten minutes I get to be just purely me fresh start, new people, new opportunities it's actually refreshing to do this on my own this time I leave work alone I rush out to my car like I used to in the old days turn up the volume on the radio to all my ****** songs roll the windows down smoke a cigarette and sit in silence I've never been happier