You are so strong that you choose to ignore your pain, you always look at the brighter side and live with it.
Yet sometimes you get tired. You cry to sleep, you feel alone and hurt. Your thoughts are eating you up that you think you are drowning alone in it. You keep your words and feelings for yourself, you keep them until you're full of them, that sometimes you fail to control them, they come out as silent tears.
You care too much that you choose to forget yourself.