there's a little spot i go to sometimes where the air is a little cooler than usual underneath a tall old tree with branches like fingers reaching for the sun casting shadows on my face.
there's a little feeling i get, a sinking in my stomach with no sign of relief it plunges deeper and deeper and all i feel is empty.
i guess all i'm doing now is waiting around to escape- to get away from here, and find refuge somewhere much, much farther.
my heart is a little empty and alone. all i ask is that you hear it, and figure out the irregular beat. that calls for you.