I couldn’t possibly die today I haven’t given Dr. Itoh his keys back Or read the book he told me to I have not smelled the November sunflowers Or gone to that concert That plays in the beginning of October Live reggae I could live a little longer for that I still owe Kevin ramen And I still owe my sister a visit In her hometown Next month To see the stars far away from city lights I could stay another month For the stars And my sister I haven’t shared my novel Or poems I think someone might like them And if not, at least Someone could understand Where it went wrong Someone could understand why I drink for my happiness And sleep for my sanity