Did you know that in less than a year I would be waking up at 3am From the nightmares you gave me?
Did you know that in less than a year I would go back to the cutting and weight loss Because I hate myself after what you did to me?
Did you know that in less than a year I would be crying before going to bed While thinking about everything you put me through?
Did you know that in less than a year I would only find pleasure from the thoughts Of leaving all of this behind?
Did you know that when you locked me in the dark And took away something that was not yours Without my consent, You took away My soul? My will to live? You took away everything I had And everything I have ever hoped to have.
Did you know That you destroyed me?
Did you know That you have killed me?
-FreeMind
#51 June 29, 2018 How can I speak up when I'm still in denial?