Loving myself is hard. And I hardly know you God. Loving with a hard heart is hard. Loving others when I am filled with fear won't work. You say to me " Don't be ashamed of who you are." When you say that Lord you crack the stone around my heart. I am starting to fear less. And starting to actually love. Teach me Lord, how to Love. I really do not know.... I really do not know you... Reveal yourself to me, I pray. I want to know you. To learn to love and to fear you. To not be ashames of who I am because I am fearfully and wonderfully made.... Thank you Lord... For telling me that.
I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well. How precious to me are your thoughts, O God! How vast is the sum of them! Psalms 139:14, 17 ESV https://bible.com/bible/59/psa.139.14-17.ESV
Thank you to all who helped me to just love myself a little bit more....