I stopped waiting for letters which never arrived; when it started costing me minute per mile; per smile; per song that I'd skip for a while. Making it rain with my valuable time -wearing a coat in the summer time.
Stopped avoiding my postbox, to the relief of my landlord, and happily paid the bills so long ignored. Drank less, ate more, much more- self-assured with one less page in my passport.
I stopped "letting you know," popping up, "just to say hello," and "wondering if you fancied coming or going to some place relatively unknown."
Cleaned out my head; cleared out my lungs; wrote once again, for myself, just for fun; listened to every song on the album; all whilst lying naked underneath the summer sun.
About 10 months ago I moved to Thailand for my studies- had such a massive year this year and learned so much about self love and happiness ^.^ ..... This piece is from the second journal in my trip