my bones could not stand your strength; my glassy veins could not stand being unhurt; my damaged brain, without knowing what's good, couldn't stand being okay ; my self hasn't learned yet, what it means to feel like i'm real in this vile, horror circle of life galloping through our time, wasting time, following time, timing time, feeling time, but making our thoughts to still remain timeless and to stand hurtless but my damaged brain, not knowing what is good, can never learn how to feel good how to feel real how to feel how to be how . . . how without hurting ...yourself?