I do not know if I should smile or cry
It felt good to see you again
But simultaneously, I believe that things
Will never be like they were back then.

Once something fragile is fragmented
It can never completely be repaired
There will be cracks in places
Hurt underneath memories shared.

It is so much harder to trust you now
I don't want to go through the identical agony twice
To be honest, I'm the only one
Making any kind of sacrifice.

I cannot help it, I fell in love with you
I still love the person you became
The air has changed and I worry
What's been broken will never be the same.