I always wanted to be a writer. I wanted to be able to take my thoughts and put them In words, take the Spirographs that are my thoughts and follow the constantly over lapping lines, but itβs so confusing So messy. You see I wanted to be a writer, but every good writer has had a trauma, some sort of thing they went though, I thought I needed that to be a good writer, In fact I wanted a darken past. I wanted to be a wilted willow in sunflowers. You see I asked for it. You see I always wanted to be a writer, I basically asked for it.