I spent my whole life on a ledge,
Watching people of all different shapes, sizes, colors, and places,
Fall for this thing called "love".
No matter how many times I watched,
It didn't make any kind of sense to me.
It's simple logic,
That if you fall,
Gravity will pull you down,
And you will get hurt.
I was content on that ledge,
With no desire whatsoever,
To follow the masses in the plunge,
Until I met you.
You found me there.
Knowing that I was an innocent,
And you changed my world.
At first we just talked,
And no matter how hard I tried to get rid of you,
You listened to my hopes, dreams, thoughts, and fears,
You told me yours.
And then one day,
Without any kind of warning,
Right in front of me.
Scared out of my mind,
I ran to the edge and looked down,
But you were fine,
Day after day, after day, after day.
And no matter how hard I tried to get you to come back,
You teased me,
You coaxed me,
You wore me down.
Because the longer I stayed up there,
The further I was from the only person I wanted to be with,
So I forgot everything I knew,
And I jumped.
We fell together.
And it was exhilarating,
The biggest rush I have ever felt.
I looked next to me,
And you weren't there anymore.
Without telling me,
Or even teaching me how.
And the rest?
Me watching the ground I was about to crash into move closer,
Me looking up,
Searching for you,
Begging for your help,
Reassuring myself that you would save me.
Because after all,
You're the one who told me to jump in the first place.
But I was wrong.
You watched me fall in panic for weeks,
Until I finally smacked into the ground,
Into a million, uneven pieces.
Without any attempt whatsoever to catch me,
Or break my fall.
So here I lay,
Alone and scattered,
In fragments so jagged,
They hurt to touch,
Riddled with the seemingly impossible task of getting myself together,
And back up to where it all began,