The moment you arrived and stayed here inside my dreams, within my reach, along with my old past broken stitch, I no longer feel alone, deprived unloved, everything that un- could be attached. But time became my greatest enemy that weakens the wall built by my army. I found you there. Far away from me filled of all the thoughts and feelings that are unclear. Now, I got back to the time where everything is an un-, can't, dis-, not, and then won't. I am lost. lost in the moment that turned into memories. Lost from the track to my genuine happiness. Lost of courage to take a step towards love again. Lost in pain. Lost in thoughts. Lost in everything that I thought we were. Lost in everything that you made me feel. I was here but you escaped to be there and left me lost in the universe filled with hatred and despair.