God, I wish I were young again. I miss being a kid, I miss the innocence, I miss being alive and spirited, and engrossed by everything that moves. I’d give anything to go back; to relive those early years.. Compared to now, it was paradise. Look how bleak and empty my life has become. The same old story, the same routine, it never ends. I miss the magic, the adventure, the uncertainty. This roller coaster we call life has been dropping for as long as I can remember. Every passing second remains in the past. I’ve never felt so helpless knowing there’s no going back. I must look forward now, and grow into who I need to be.