(photo session baby picture) Serious somber no smile
Come on, child I don't have all day What's wrong with you
Oh go ahead take one anyway ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (early school years) Serious face somber no smile
speak up, Child no tales to tell? of schoolyard adventures games to be won? you're so quiet... what's wrong with you cat got your tongue?
sad little face tears running down ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (high school) Serious face somber no smile
rattling papers quivering lips how long did this speech have to be? knees won't stop trembling how long can one take this misery? can't see for tears forming
hot burning face crippling disgrace ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (meeting) quiet tentative: "I have an idea I'd like to present..."
loud dismissive oh let's move on that won't work
("why did I bother to come? I feel like a ****")
burning eyes lip silently bit don't let the tears slip
And people don't understand why I was shy and sometimes still am. Mostly moved past this..mostly! :-)