At times, when times, When I fight beside the people I wanna trust it ends bad. Making rumors, rumors that'll make you **** yourself and ruining things that you had. Quiet and shy, shy now even still incased in the big old brute of a shell. I've been hurting inside, inside of my mind, lost in this mean matrix, Can't you tell. My exes lie beside me, keyword lie, And I will never trust another girl again. Filling pieces, pieces of my heart I threw in the trash in desperate dens. Love is another form, forms of weakness, Don't you let it all go to your big head. Lives are on the line , the line of destruction and you feel your life is so dead.