It breaks my heart.
But I can't blame you for choosing your first love over your second.
I knew she was still a part of your life and I somehow foolishly believed that you just needed time to see how much you cared for me.
I have given you everything and you give everything you have to her, while in return she just takes and takes.
How is that fair?
Two stupid souls wasting their lives on a feeling they both know will continue to go unreturned.
Yet they still keep pushing their hearts into the clumsy hands of the selfish and broken.
You will keep giving forever until there is nothing left of you to give.
I would have too, but I realized I would rather not share the lonely heart in my chest than waste it on the undeserving.
Maybe one day you too will stop wasting your love, on the girl who stole your heart all those years ago but who never once showed you what loving really means.
I really don't blame you for choosing her.
We have chemistry, but you two have history.
After all,
You were in love with ****** a long time before you fell in love with me.