It's 10:57 the next day & I'm still mad. I suppose you're mad too , rightfully so. Why is this **** so hard for US ? I've been smoking **** since I woke up . It calms me . I am numb . BUT , is it weird that this is turning me on ? From the master bedroom , I crave you . Why are we mad again ? I want to forget . I want to submit to MY man! I repent ! I repent ! **TO BE CONTINUED