What do I have to do to be the one?

I speak from my heart
But all it does is makes you drift apart.
I thought what we were making was genuine But was I even yours to begin?

I gave you my soul.
You took a piece now I'm missing a hole.

Only you can fill that void but every time I hear your voice I can't even move my mouth to make a noise..
So I get a little faded hoping it would give me courage and it doesn't, I'm sure.

You say you I mean the world to you but to me you're the universe.
I care too much about you it hurts.
I'm paranoid about you; who is she?
**** never mind. That's my insecurities.

Me or them?
How do I win?