Oct 2017
My friend who broke my heart
I told you my darkest secret
Because I trusted you
Because I loved you
You were the only friend
Who got me
understood me
Yet you threw me away
Like so many before you
There is a reason that I'm a loner
And that reason is for fear
Fear of not being good enough
Normal enough
sane enough
For people to keep around them
I never felt this fear with you
With you I felt safe
I felt good enough
I felt calm around you
I made you my best friend
Maybe that is what frightened you
And made you run away
I told you my darkest secret
Because I trusted you
Because I loved you
You were the only friend
Who got me
understood me
Yet you threw me away
Like so many before you
There is a reason that I'm a loner
And that reason is for fear
Fear of not being good enough
Normal enough
sane enough
For people to keep around them
I never felt this fear with you
With you I felt safe
I felt good enough
I felt calm around you
I made you my best friend
Maybe that is what frightened you
And made you run away
Last week a girl I'd met in college who fast became my best friend, said she couldn't be friends with me any longer.
She told me this via email.
Her reasons were down to an old friendship 6 years ago which stopped her from getting close to anyone else.
I'm lost without her.....
She told me this via email.
Her reasons were down to an old friendship 6 years ago which stopped her from getting close to anyone else.
I'm lost without her.....
