In dying day we trust dismay Like scent of edible death, it marks the forlorn path that marks the traveler that marks the soul that feeds the beast.
I cry upon the balustrade I climb the walls assail the roof! I cling to hope and tidings sweet... but hope, she fades away
In misty day haze thick with ire like defiling spear it pierces the shepherd who ushers the flock who bicker and bark who worship the beast.
I thirst 'pon fetid ocean amidst mustard fog oar strokes batter the brine frost clogs the air, my freedom, my heart while the sun hides his face for shame of the world every other face is a mask, and beneath it a mask their truths are lies and their confessions are lies so I brave the ocean, seeking her wholesome face Her voice is the bedrock of countless miracles. I peer into the cloud that hugs the sea her face smiles in the obscurity I reach out to touch her visage but hope, she fades away.
For years I sought her company I wished for odes to reveal the residence of her testimony Her word would defend, like steel!
Yet when I finally found her, my grasp bound death's door I realized I was the hope that no one will know anymore.
As hope, I fade away.
I have tried my best to describe my life's struggle in this one poem. As Mahatma Gandhi said, "Be the change you want to see in the world."
We can't complain about nothing changing when we're the ones unwilling to change.