she was dancing around like a wallflower sipping on sweet poison a little too open her lips and memories soaking in ***** alcohol numbs her heart but burns the throat no concern for dignity she is eager to loose she peers into the cup and takes the dive until her mind becomes distrait among all else nothing matters she gazed at herself in the mirror her eyes were green the kind of green that pushes its way through the piles of gritty snow to remind you spring is coming the churning passionate green that the ocean turns during a storm she realized through being drunk she loved herself sober