You've been on my mind a lot these days and not your love or the lack of love I felt for you- just you in general. The way you would dedicate certain songs to me and sing me the lyrics in the car and via phone. The way you never really cared what anyone else thought about you- you were just you.
I was dreaming of you when La Vie En Rose came blaring through my speakers so smoothly. I was wondering if you were thinking of me too when I'll Be Seeing You started playing slowly at the perfect time.
There are so many songs, and the music we played lying in bed. The good moment instead of the bad moments. The memories that made me laugh, instead of the ones that made me feel guilty.
Guilty for letting you love me and never returning anything back. For using you for what I needed instead of returning the same care when you needed it.
We can't change the past but we can try again with someone new. I just wanted you to know, I was thinking of you.