My happiness is rising and I should be drowning for lack of air. Endless skies are plummeting below me at a dizzying pace. Clouds pass under my feet like cold breath seeping from frozen lungs and beauty is near, I can feel her, yet she chills me to my very core. The earth curves away from the point beneath me, miles beneath me. I just can't stop rising and there's no way to return. Mind sailing high with limbs tied to weather balloons.