Cracking through the skin that was once soft to the touch, Tearing at the corners of the lips you loved so much, Breaking in the teeth that articulated softly, Snapping of the muscles in the limbs that held you closely, Hollowing in the eyes that glanced up at you from that comfy chair, Dulling of the color that you once loved in my hair, Shaking through the lungs that laughed at all your silly jokes, Aching through the joints and bones that wrapped you up and called you home-
I want to be everything for you, but I am very limited in what I do. If you cannot take me the way I am, then I am not deserved by you.
I am chronically ill, and it's hard to keep a stable relationship. It's hard to love someone who's so sick, yes, but hey. It's harder to be sick and in love. <3