His fingers move like lies over the rough spark wheel of his lighter, the sweet release of nicotine in his hands - trusting as a lover. Sepia tones drift over his head, addiction pulling him place to place. Hopscotch. Dancing under trees in the sunlight, dappled shadows warp across the smoke engulfing him. Laughter, the promise of friendship. Hand-holding by chipped letterboxes. Inhaling and exhaling an ideal world.