I pulled myself strongly from keep thinking of her! I dragged the thought from reaching my brain to give that note that i missed her badly! I locked my crying papers inside that drawer, so they won't be engraved happily on those lines talking how she is in every corner of my day! I sent all those feelings and thought to the land of Doubt, to confuse them from being true about their existence! I've victimized all my belonging, so I won't let her know how do i see her in my world! I've concealed my vibes throughout the day, to let the mind take cover my heart! But!!!.....I failed!!!! I failed not to tell myself, I am in love with her! I failed not to write for her! I failed not to free my memories from her! And.... I am Still... Failing!