In 17 years I've learned nothing is fair, any shrivel of happiness will be taken, not just taken, it'll be ripped out of your hands. In 17 years I've learned no one wants to help unless they get something, someone is always waiting to knock you off the podium, and parents are the first to take your dreams. In 17 years I've learned that I don't want to be here so much so I want to scream.