sitting down drawing circles on sand by the ocean for 16 years without disturbances, save a few hefty feet trampling down sand castles but then one day something happened and an overwhelming wave comes hurling itself at you, and you have no escape plan despite living on the sand all your life the wave comes bearing galaxies from atlantis, blinding starlight, and a myriad perfect seashells. it feels like an eternity, being consumed by the wave as you're given a tour of every attraction there is, receiving free samples every now and then. you succumb to the star dust, enthralling you like a child at disneyland, or tumblr teens on the fourth of july. it feels like you're the only one lucky enough to witness this spectacle, and you're marvelling marvelling marvelling marvelling marvel- . . . . . no air you're gasping muddy sand in your eyes and through the excruciating discomfort, you see a hundred other silhouettes looking back at you. ---; this is how it was, loving him briefly. and this will stare him in the face, but perhaps his eyes, too, full of sand will stare right back at me “silhouettes” he'll say “silhouettes are what make my day”