it's the emotional strip-tease, the tingling, depressions hand on your thighs, his skin is soothing enough but his nails curve red moons into those pretty little girl tights. they ******* so well, anxieties got a mean eye, for the girls with insecurities, they're the most fun, swallowing back their screams, saving them for the bedroom at night. you find them in the morning teasing the pill bottle, they got a will to live stuck in their throat. doctors say there's a heartbeat but no heart. all their red dresses over the floor, the first of many warning signs, red dresses to funerals, red dresses to slide down the underbelly of dissatisfaction. they sleep without love, exhaling demons on the balcony, until they burn like stubs in their eyes.
i was kind of thinking of mental health as these abusive figures in a girls life. red is often said to be the angry/passionate colour, i was thinking about a girl wearing it a lot as a warning sign, a sort of cry for help, that keeps getting misinterpreted and leading to more abuse.