My body... how I remember no pain, just day to day goodness and imagination being,doing, I was free. Then the bonds came. Why do I deserve this,what have I done? The pain ripples through my body like a pebble in the water. Tears please stop...pain please stop. Someone please help me...anybody? Can you help? I want to hear the bell of freedom, the soothing melody of mercy,hope, and peace. I dream of a permanent solution,but there is a spark, a spark of light that says don't give up. Especially like that. Tired of fighting to be strong, this moment of weakness feels like forever. Must fight...why is that again? He needs me he says, is that enough to stay stalwart? Just live this moment out, breathe...breathe...breathe.