Yes you said you loved me... Yet another one of your lies. You were just a using me. Gosh really not much of a surprise. Never meant a thing to you. I was nothing but a game. Charm the girl, break her heart? The words you spit have killed me. Last night we had a fight. I lost my job because of you. Good I'm happy you probably ****** at babysitting anyways. And I don't have time to argue my cat is dying. Good it's only because she looked at your worthless self. Tears rolling down my face. Voices screaming in my head. Worthless, ugly, unwanted, unloved, incapable of keeping a job, a horrible girlfriend, mentally sick. But then I remember the past. All the I love yous. Sweet girl, you mean the world, I love you, forever, I would never hurt you. Yes I continue to cry. But that's alright. One day I'll find someone new. Someone who really loves me unlike you.