Cruel was the fate They gave me their hate Any longer, I couldn't hold on All the chains were withdrawn So much hate, my heart choke Inside me you arose, awoke You took over my soul My body under your control You burnt me in your flame I couldn't stay the same My eyes wept blazing fire Wrong choices of mine you admire Serenity hid because of fear I may hurt the ones that are my dear Rage rage go far, only words I could say Never come back any other day You were powerful and so strong I could have done something wrong The symphony of destruction, the devil sent I know this moment I'll repent Over you, I feel so weak and powerless So out of mind and senseless My ruth fell on that day I didn't heard the pleas they say I could see, with fear they shiver Hailing the devil, the pain giver Forgiveness and mercy are lost Took the revenge at my serenity's cost What had you made me do You were that dark, I never knew Now you disappeared, inside me you are gone I wish next time I'll hold on The bloodshed remained in the barren battlefield The time flew past, the past is sealed And I'm here repenting, lost in grief Crying a sorrowful momentarily relief
Just wanted to rhyme again.
Sometimes lose my control over me and rage takes over because of my step family and its them who is wrong always when my anger takes over. And this is all I feel about it. The three phases, Changing into someone out of control, they trying to run and hide from me and then I realizing my way was wrong.