WHEN I SAY I WANT TO DIE, I DO NOT MEAN PHYSICALLY, BUT MORE SO, MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY. I WANT MY FEELINGS TO DIE SO I MAY NO LONGER CRY I'M TIRED OF MY THOUGHTS SUFFOCATING ME AND MAKING IT HARD FOR ME TO BREATHE DON'T YOU SEE? THESE THINGS ARE RUINING ME? JUST DIE, PLEASE, SO I CAN BE FREE AND LEARN TO SURVIVE .
i'm sorry for the caps, it's me yelling at my inner self.