She assaults me with words and feelings I can't deal with and then says I should thank her more often Sure let me thank you for breaking my clean Let me thank you for making me want to cut Yes please I would like to spend my day looking for razor blades Thank you for making me throw up Thank you for the nightly tears The yelling The fighting The blaming The self hate Thank you mother for giving me my depression on a silver platter And then asking me to thank you