all i wanted was a simple apology if you loved me it wouldn't be that hard but i guess you didn't they told me not to fall to hard but i never listen for i thought was different. but you were exactly what they said and to my existence your malignant but yet somehow you still are a stimulant you set gasoline to my fire and it heats up resembling our heated arguments that end up with one of us in pain for you were never the solution you were never my rain to exhaust my flames your a poison and it's addictive yet my soul still survives it hurts so much but my heart yearns for you it chimes chimes in a irregular beat; wishing for you to care but its like i'm never there i always end up suffering the ramifications your my main cause of my dreary tribulations yet, i stay yet, i still care yet, i'm still blamed yet, i cant stop loving you Where did i ever go so wrong?