I'm done looking for love in all the wrong places, I'm done withdrawing any evil from all the wrong faces. Done telling myself this time it'll be different. I no longer want to settle for 40 degree weather, Telling myself it's warm enough, Telling myself it's better.
I want to be held... Tightly I want things to finally... Finally, go rightly.
When I tell myself that I'm done, When I tell the world I'm no longer looking toward the sun, I'm told I need to not beat myself up, not to be so down I'm told I will only go up.
But I hate constant uncertainty, I hate being mislead, I hate wondering if it's me That always makes them leave.