I hold my breath before I speak
The most hurting words I can give
I'm tired of this, please understand
You don't deserve what you receive

I see the questions in your eyes
But you do not speak at all
I turn my back to hide my tears
I don't want you to see them fall

The truth is I am so ashamed
I don't deserve a love so pure
I ruined your goals and all your dreams
I'm afraid I cannot give the cure

You are bewitched with my smile
Forgot your plans due to love's charm
Your future life that waits ahead
I would destroy it, I would harm

So go and leave my heart alone
Like who I was before this day
I want to see you chase your dreams
Spread your wings and take your way

But one day I want you to know
That love is real and will not die
I'll keep this love forevermore
Together with my whitest lie.