Still don't know the meaning of love, only tears lonely years of believing scared just outta fears of losing whats known to our comfort zone the only known nightmare being left to die alone no matter how many times you play the story out trying to figure what you missed only causes doubt you don't need to keep going there I swear I keep telling me no need to compare our life's inequalities only casualties are left by scars that you cannot see invisible nightmares leaving evidence so vividly I do know what very few of us men do the power of being merely accountable to I know I said I'm sorry bout a billion times but I do know that's shadowed by the one and only line I love you, that's who, *** you have always been my tru And now you kick and cheat me like you always wanted to Wash the blood from your hands with a pool of my tears ****** in cold blood committed without fears Insanity fears no perjury glazed over with a cold stare A knife in my heart you imparted without even a care Where did your soul go when ya lost your mind? In due time come find mine if ya can it's lost with the drugs and wine Did you imagine it killing me watching me bleed out? Or was it execution style as to not leave a doubt I hope you liked it thought it out and put it to plan It's always so easy to stab the heart of a trusting man It's always so easy to entrap the **** of a lusting man In the minds of all women its not if only can