That look, that look you're giving me, i could tell what it is from a mile away. You aren't mad, no. You're disappointed. That look, that look you're giving me with your eyes darkened and the corners of your mouth twitching down. You aren't sad, no. You're disappointed. That look, that look you're giving me, like i just stained your favorite sweater the one that fits you just right. You aren't remorseful, no. You're disappointed. That feeling, that feeling I get when you give me the look. It's a punch in the gut. A loss of trust. A trembling, constant worry. I'm not disappointed, No. I'm the disappointment.