I realized you were a small town man; That you'd be more satisfied with being a comfortable failure than having to work for success. You'd rather become your parents Unstable: Mentally Financially Romantically, And unimpactful on this Earth's humanity.
I was a world traveler. In need of constant Change Challenge Risk And movement. I need a constant toiling in my mind A constant pressure to move A constant reminder that my next step could change the world A constant potential for improvement
I realized you were content with what you knew And my passion for learning was unappeaseable by your stagnant mind
I remember the books you wouldn't read The songs you wouldn't sing The explorations on which you refused to accompany me The worlds you wouldn't see
And I now know that meant you would never last next to me It's not your fault you couldn't keep up Or mine I couldn't slow down We can blame each other My lack of satisfaction Your lack of motivation Psychology Economics Chemistry Chance God Karma Fate All these reasons But none are real Truthfully, we were just not meant to be
With each other we were not free With your annoyance at my distance and my anger at your dissonance Far corners of the earth you were not meant to see
I know now that my craving for motion My roller coaster emotion Is too fast paced For someone like you And to drag you behind me would be a waste As we are not amazed by the same things, we do not have the same taste
It is possible that I'll never find someone That worships this world as I do and craves these things next to me But at least alone I won't hurt anyone with my motion