I'm fighting to stay
I'm fighting a haze
stuck in my bed all day
in my head always.
hard to get up
Empty, I'm Empty
mind cruising on e
exhaust
exhaustion riding me
exhausted, just trying to hide me.
I'm secluded all the time.
Stuck with myself
stampede of thoughts
crowding my mind
escaping from a place
you would only find
behind a door
filled with crazy
sounds just like my dads snoor
I think I may hate myself.
The type to preach self love
but has no self worth
the type to come home to a Don
then call me a Ben
the type to give no *****
morals are dead
no longer clear
I live in a world of fear
fear that the people we now consume
allow to rule
our worlds
in our minds
we live in a new world
where fame is not real
the unknown should be the known
and the ones standing up right now
should take a seat
A world where everyone is living inside a screen
stars are not created anymore
stars don't come out from hiding anymore
the stars with the light
hide
stay clear of the night.