Am I growing or is the world becoming smaller? Where did I leave my childhood behind and when was it really over? Is there a way to predict the future or does it completely depend on our choices? Am I the one to calm my thoughts or is it out of my control? Why did they do this to me and should I be sorry for their actions? Do I try too hard or do I just not care enough? Am I too less or too much? Why did I never get to say goodbye when I knew it would happen? What is the reason for the birds to leave south and come back again if it'll just get cold later? How do I rescue myself before it is too late and will it ever be too late? Did I hit rock bottom or can I continue to dig further down? Is there a specific purpose for me in this world or are some of us perhaps not destined to anything? Are we walking in circles or are we actually moving forward if not backwards? Does it get better with time or do I just get better at swallowing the pain like it was bitter medicine? Will this end and how did it even begin? Why do the covers feel too hot but the world around me too cold? Am I scared of monsters or people who pretend to be angels? Do I get deceived to believe or is the feeling about this real? Do I want to go back or is it worth to keep moving? Am I scared or am I excited?