I know what its like to almost die
To think you're going to die

Its not scary

It just makes you feel numb
Like the type of numb when you've had the ice pack on for a tad too long
Or when you sleep on your arm

I think what made me most afraid was the constant reminder

Rise and fall
I would breathe in and out
Hearing myself slowly die young

That was what frightened the **** out of me.