Under a blanket of blackest wool tiny darting stab wounds bleed yellow splinters through a night sky that borrowed it's blue from the bottom of the sea. -In the up there. -In the out there. And on our wooden chairs painted crisp bay white chipped over the years, so the layers of paint becomes a calendar - we sit to watch 63 moons glide gracefully, circle daintily- We strain our necks and whisper tightly say the things that move from tongues to fingertips. Wild gestures meant to land sooner than the bitter words. Under the nebulae where you once gave me a ring which you slung round a planet with a ladder and rope. And you gave me a promise that's still hung round the sun so I jump up ride it when it orbits me close. and I'll hide in its caves when the fear-dollies chase me- and I'll dip in the tides of bubbling foam. In a moment of tiny, of small and of sooner.... in a moment that's billions of miles away so before we've been born and before we've been lovers- a star somewhere tucked our whole story away. I'll find us a night cloud thick with our longings I'll puff up it's feathers and send it to sea. I'll send out a hope seed to sell to the watchmen, only to free it when they've gone to sleep. Yes, I'll pack it up safely and keep it's core glowing (for hope is a thing that you never keep kept. ) As we sit in our garden, and we touch close our fingers As our babies are children and those children now men. The night scented orchid blooms urgent around us, like small fragrant fairies that scattered below. The 64th moon has given you passage, she's waiting impatient, I fear you must go. Don't look for me, darling, for I will be waiting on the bench in the garden where the night flowers bloom.
Sahn 5/2/15 Thanks as always.
This was written over a period of years, and edits. It evolved into a story of a marriage where one spouse dies, the 64 "moons" being years of marriage.